I think I’ll have a breakdown tonight. I’m just so ■■■■■■■ tired and I don’t want to try anymore.
I’ll get some sleep and go to school tomorrow. I took a sleeping pill (seroquel) to sleep the pain away.
Thanks all for being here and thank you for trying to help me, however helpless I may be.
Good luck with everything. You’re not a lost cause 
Rest well. You will live to meet new challenges @whirling-leaves
Don’t give up! What are you doing for your emotional pain? Do you take meds? Do you go to therapy? Do you have a friend or family member to spend time with getting your mind off things?
I take meds.
I’m going to quit therapy.
I have no friends and my family members have too much on their plate. I’m just simply a lost cause.
We all have moments like this.
Tomorrow is going to be a new day
Why are you quitting therapy?
What country are you in? Have you tried going to a clubhouse?
I feel exactly the same. I feel like a lost cause. Rather than my mom and dad giving birth to me they could have bought themselves some eatables. Such is the feeling I get lol… Anyways life has to go in some direction. Let it flow and be the spectator for it. No pressure. Sit back relax and watch as it unfolds slowly.
@LilyoftheValley they in korea yo
@whirling-leaves , there are Clubhouses in South Korea. It’s listed on the Clubhouse International directory under Republic of Korea. The Clubhouse is great for making friends, getting out of the house, having holiday get togethers and fun outings together. Do you want me to post the link?
Hey we all have our downs. Please let yourself rest but please don’t give up. There is hope you can improve and reach your goals. Better days will come
I think I won’t be able to participate because I have psychotic depression. I tried inquiring and they said it’s for people with serious mental illness (apparently depression is not as.“serious”)
I found a group that does support meetings so that has been helpful. Plus I can go in anytime of the day and talk to people about mental health.
I’m quitting therapy because I don’t really feel like there is an improvement. Also my parents have to pay for the appointments.
I’ve finally understood that there are no rooms for improvement and I’m simply unconsolable. I just feel like there are no ways I could build my self-esteem up. There is nothing I can do to make my situation better. I’m just tired of trying anymore.
I’m sitting in class listening to two girls swearing about their classmates. This world is a terrible place, with not much hope. At least I scored average in this class’ test. If not i would’ve quit. I’m just living because there is no other choice. I’m scared of ending up in hell. The classmate continues to swear about other people. I’m really upset and sad. Honestly I’m done with myself.
That sounds like a good place then. I’m sorry the Clubhouse said you didn’t meet their criteria.
I couldn’t disagree more. Keep seeking help. Go to the group you found. Don’t give up. It can and it does get better. I was depressed for over 20 years and my life finally got better and my depression is finally under control. It took a long time, and life changes, and meds, but my depression is much better. Just keep taking care of yourself. Take your meds. Go to the group. Go to therapy. Really. You can overcome this.
Sleep well. Tomorrow is a new day.
I wish for better days to you.
I hope you get to feeling better and things change for the good for you. I get tired too. I just move forward because I know things will get better. Get some rest.take your meds.
One day at the time. Just one day.
I feel you there, whenever I try to think on the future I just panic and yes meds take all the energy away.
Never give up hope, even thou that’s the hardest to maintain
All the best @whirling-leaves we are with you. Always I remember this poem and infact it is my signature in Gmail…
Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings the tune without the words
And never stops at all
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