I’m sorry you’re going through such a rough patch, @everhopeful. I hope things improve soon. (hugs)
Do you have a therapist? Maybe you could vent to them, as often as needed. That’s what they are there for. They listen. Sometimes, they might offer advice, too. But maybe it would be good to just let it all out.
Thanks for remembering EH! Things are more quiet in my world. Things didn’t get resolved fully but it didn’t turn into a ■■■■ show either. Gotta take the breaks as I get them
I can give you a squishy (((hug))) and remind you that I think you’re awesome. You are one of the people I look to here as a good example of recovery, just so you know.