It’s interesting to me but I’ve been finding the things I’ve been doing to pass time are no longer doing their job.
Like I’m actually looking for other things to do rather than internet, gaming or watching tv etc. I’m branching out and it’s increasing the times I look to do things like exercise.
If I get through this next bit of health work I’ve got to say that things are looking up. It’s nice to feel pleasure again. It really is and I think it’s a pretty profound thing to feel boredum again…It’s been a while!
Yes before meds. Not medicated. I’ve been pretty stable for years so it’s crazy feeling a bit bored lately. Usually I can occupy my time doing certain things like pc gaming but it’s changing.
Actually getting some pleasure from some activities and some boredum is pretty good too. My positives have improved as well but improvement in negatives I’ll take any day of the week.