I’m glad I took some time to cool off and rest for a while.
My body has not been doing well so I’ve been resting and working, and vice versa. I just simply feel that I progressed a lot from before and my degeneration isn’t slowing down. But the change is subtle and I’m still in good health overall. No risen CK levels.
I asked my therapist if I have BPD (I think someone was pointing this out) and he thought that CPTSD fits more than BPD. Since I do not fit the criteria, I’m getting more treatment to control my emotions and doing talk therapy. He said that overcoming trauma of many many years will take a long time. But I’m not giving up!
I’m applying to unis these days and I’m excited to see what this will bring.
Thank you guys for putting up with my complaints and anger. You guys are seriously the gems of the earth.
Also @anon54386108 I was planning to make a graphic for you! Sorry for being so late on this, but you are absolutely beautiful! Please remember that you are so so loved!