I was diagnosed with schizophrenia while I were for real been watched
for sometimes
I dont hear voices nor see things that doesnt exist
I was kidnapped taking to mental hospital
Right away prescribed to undergoing ECT electric shock for 3 times per week with excessive does of antispychotic drugs abilify and respirdal at the same time
injection for schizophrenia
All this heavy treatment without knowing my history based on some of my brothers stories
I was diagnosed schizphrenic
but even if I was schizphrenic
I wasnt a threat or having any suicidal sympthons
is this heavy treatment is a proper treatment for someone who has been watched for once then maybe I exaggerated afterward but I have been watched and I know it through my hebrew teacher he has told me once
Usually people who have schizophrenia do not have history of being watched for real ? yes ? no ?
It’s not really as simple as this. Having been under surveillance does not exclude schizophrenia. And continuing to think you are under surveillance does not mean you do have schizophrenia. There’s really no way for us to answer your question. You should see a doctor if you are worried. Medication might help.
I have been taken by force to hospital
they already diagnosed me with schizophrenia
it just because I sometimes think I m being watched while I do have a history of being watched
like the say "He who burns his tongue from soup will blow in yogurt (to cool it)."
my question is someone with schizophrenia has the delusions of being watched but s/he never ever been watched
because I was under heavy treatment
didnt do anything but wipe my memory " memory loss " from ECT
and I was like absent from reality from respirdal and abilify
I finally free taking no meds but I have to make my psychatric and brothers think that I m on meds so no one harm again by sending me hospital again
I think I m much better without those meds that gives difficulties on speech and make you always sleepy and tired
unable to think
Well
I will try to treat myself without those meds that makes me zombie
ECT has done nothing but erasing memories
I will avoid meds and try to feel like i m not being watched
for more than month now I m pretending to take zyprexa and my brothers praising how i did improve
So I can manage to control my emotions and pretend to be calm and everything is working
to avoid be throws again at hospital
the week i withdrew from abilify and respirdal was a nightmare
I was taking loads of pain killer to be able to endure pain
it was like quitting cocaine
I believe that those meds made me also look weird
uncontrollable movement with my eyes and mouth
for a month I didnt lose my mind
nothing did happen without any meds
Real people kept coming to my door looking for me. I always had my boyfriend answer. He agreed it was strange. I thought the illuminati was after me because i hexed them for disallowing humanity to evolve. What was really going on, i haven’t a clue.
It was all the time and they were always strangers.
One time i was out picking up cigarette butts and some nicely dressed guy started running after me from a nice car (out of place, because it was a very poor neighborhood). I ran back to my apartment and still don’t know what any of that was about.
Here’s my symptoms. If you have most of these you might have schizophrenia but you might not because every schizophrenic is different.
HALLUCINATONS
actually hearing voices that sound like they’re really there (because to me they are there)
-hearing noises no one else can hear
-seeing animals, people, demons, shadows, and bugs no one else can see.
-seeing walls moving that aren’t moving
DELUSIONS
-people can read my mind
-something watches me
-life is a simulation
-someone is trying to poison me
-there’s cameras everywhere
-people talk about me
NEGATIVE SYMPTOMS
-lack of emotion most of the time
-trouble sleeping
-antisocial to most people
-trouble focusing
-bad memory
-bad hygiene
-lack of motivation
-lack of eye contact(makes me uncomfortable)
And that’s all I can think of at the moment. Again, really bad memory.
from all this symptons i have only one being watched
because I was for real being watched for once because I used to go to israeli academy in Cairo
I was politically active - my father also had a franchise from australia
I worked on it to change our currency in Egypt from paper to polymer and most of this business ran by intelligence
so I was from time to time being monitored however I sometimes exaggerated but that because I have history with national security
august 11 I was kidnapped from my room to wake up at mental hospital
I tried to refuse ECT but it was useless
even if i was mentally ill how being kidnapped or treated as someone who has no identity
erasing my memory without my consent would be a treatment
I sometimes was writing for islamists in Egypt that also made me monitored sometimes
Im a curious person and I like to ask
curiosity killed the cat
because I was monitored and my brothers thought I m delusional .
even if I m mentally ill
how kidnapping terrorizing a person
to wake up in a hospital like prison treated like you are an animal has no say
that could ever improve your psychology or your case
how ECT by force to erase your memory is a treatment for someone who has think he is being watched
my experience with schizophrenia meds that numb your feelings
difficulty in speech I was so weird and I have notice restless in my foot and the need to keep moving
absent from reality and withdrawing was the only thing to do to save my brain
for more than a month now I m not taking any meds and I m so much better
back to normal and my brothers keep praising how much I m improving while I m taking nothing
because I had no hallucinations .I dont hear voices nor being suicidal or dangerous
the main reason my brothers sent me to this hospital is that because I was raped and they do not believe me and they wanted to end my efforts in trying to open up a credible investigations
as my case was closed without any investigations
They wanted to believe society and doctors that i m deluded and so the rapists now are safe and happy
I m not fighting
I was looking for answers
and I have already got it from those who wrote all schizophrenia symptoms
I only have one symptom which being watched by government
one symptom is not enough to be schizophrenic
I m not trying to make anyone believes me … I was just trying to check whether I m schizophrenic or not to make sure that i m doing the right thing by not listening to doctor and brothers and not taking zyprexa because withdrew from risperdal and abilify was painful as hell and I m not ready to repeat the same experience with zyprexa
after i was suffering from risperdal and abilify .
To answer the topic question: I was under real video surveillance when I was in the Army. So much so that they somehow were able to watch me with a hidden camera view in my barracks room. I think they put a “mini-camera” inside the smoke alarm detector. So basically now I feel it’s the same type of surveillance in my apartment. Mini-camera inside the smoke alarm detector. Maybe they took it out when they came to fix the detector. I don’t know.
I hope for your well-being, by the way. It sounds like you’re going through a ton of bad stuff. Sounds worse than my case. If you were hospitalized like that, I guess they’re trying to take care of your health, the best they can. I think meds can keep you at least functional enough to live daily.