As some of you may know, I came off meds but with the consent of my doc.
I am experiencing some symptoms which I don’t know if they are related to psychosis.
I don’t want to go back on them because I feel so much happier and my emotions don’t feel flat anymore. I can enjoy more things. For instance, I even went out with my colleagues last night. Something which I would have made excuses to avoid. All this is good.
But then it’s kind of annoying. Because I sit in an office with another girl and she must be annoyed with me because I can’t keep my mouth shut. I talk crap. I really feel disconnected from my personality because I’m not a talkative person. I am actually quite shy.
And then there is an issue of time. It goes too fast at work. I feel I have to leave before I walked in. I can’t keep up. Meaning I feel I am unable to get much done. I feel distracted by my phone or I keep talking which also doesn’t help me getting work done.
I’m really not sure what to do. I called my GP she said she’d call later in teh week, it hasn’t happened so i presumre she isn’t worried.