I’d be the most chill person around.
I’d also have ■■■■ going on and a life.
99% of people won’t talk to me cuz I don’t work. It’s a big deal where I live.
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I need a way to channel my frustrations into a cerebral form so I can get my bookkeeping biz going.
Wouldn’t it be great if instead of having psychosis symptoms you had ‘great ideas?’
I’d have 5-6 a day at least
I’m in the same boat dude.
Ya just gotta make a good resume and put yourself out there.
It’s a hassle, but its definitely a start.
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I wish I didn’t have schizophrenia and bipolar.
It made my life very difficult.
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Seems like I can’t talk to people because I’m working 99% of the time.
The grass isn’t actually greener on the employed side of the fence.
Sorry.
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Don’t hate.
There’s a covid hangover going on r n
The pool I’m in does t work for other reasons.
I feel so bad about not contributing that I took Out my accounting principals book and am studying again.
I suppose if things get bad enough someone could employ me.
I wish I wasn’t a lot of things. Schizophrenia does not rank that high, quite honestly.
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My gal’s kids say I’m eccentric.
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Man, not hating, just sharing. All I could think of when I wasn’t working was how working would fix all of my problems. Well, I’ve got different problems, and I think more of them now. Yeah, it’s nice to sort of have financial security (as much as one can say that these days). Seems like I have very little time for really going deep on my interests now, not enough time for family, and I’m perpetually exhausted.
Definite case of being careful what you wish for.
Yeah, it’s tough out there. I’m lucky in that I’m the type who handles extreme isolation well. So much so that I enjoyed the lockdowns. The financial wreckage caused by them is just horrible.
Don’t wind yourself up here. Do what you can when you can. Do NOT beat yourself up for not working when you can’t. That’s okay.
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You working 80hrs/week or something? When I used to work full time I still had free time for friends, gym, family, video games etc
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I wish I didn’t have sz. It ruined everything in my life and not only killed my dreams, it completely killed me, I am not a human being anymore.
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About 50 hrs/week at work right now. Sometimes up to 60/week. We’re short on staff. I also have to help maintain our household. Cook meals, help clean, do laundry, get groceries, etc. That’s a time suck.
Finally… I still have negatives. I feel perpetually whipped.
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Well if you want I would totally switch roles with you, how about staying in bed 24/7 
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Find another job with less hrs and less stress if what you say is really true.
This IS the job with less stress. I quit I.T. because it gave me a heart attack.
How can they force you to work overtime? When I worked overtime it was voluntary. Anyways in both cases I would like your position
It’s voluntary. It’s just if I don’t do my job properly or stuff doesn’t get done on time a customer takes it in the shorts. That’s not how I roll. Things will even out eventually, but for right now a bunch of us just need to roll up our sleeves and get it done.
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Have you tried testing your hormones Aziz? Try and find a doctor to do what is called the Dutch Complete test. Do not go by normal blood tests. Maybe try bio identical hormone therapy.
Also worth looking into is:
- An MAOI Parnate
- your thyroid. Check your T3, T4, iodine, selenium, zinc and iron levels. Your thyroid needs all of these vitamins for your thyroid to work efficiently.
- the Dutch test checks very accurately not just your hormones levels, but also your b12, b6, glutathione, and adrenals
- do the gene test MTHR and Pyroluria tests
- I would also recommend doing the OATS. Checks mitochondria levels, vitamins levels. Very accurate test.
- finally, your vitamin d levels. They should be between 100 to 170.
Buy good quality vitamins of iherb.com . Best brands are NOW, Jarrod’s, Thorne Research and Dr’s Best. Bioceuticals a practitioner brand not available on iherb is also a good brand.
Hope this helps.
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i didnt work for a few years. but i was self studying. so I had some sort of goals.
Maybe you just need some productive goals to work towards? doesnt necessarily have to be work. Honestly if you can get by in life without working thats quite fortunate.
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