What a relief this is. My hatred, my heartless contempt of conventional work ethic, strikes me as completely genuine. I have no time, no respect, for the biblical high drama involved in becoming a “useful member of society”. Yet my health providers appear convinced it’s all down to negative symptoms, self-disturbances, anxiety and acute transitivity.
Lazy or long-term ill?
Lazy, sponger, parasite, leech, burden
Just waiting for the right opportunity (too posh to wash)
Seriously ill, give this man a medal
Your ‘contempt’ for work is just a post hoc rationalisation
First of all you have to search yourself if you yourself want to work or not. Then find out why. If you really have so bad symptoms you can’t work then that’s it.
I’m working because I want to and because I can. I want to help make the wheels turn if I can like everybody else is doing for me so I can get food on the table, transportation, electricity and so on. I’m only working about 30% because I do get ill if I work too much. But I’m learning my boundaries. Also I enjoy being sociable at work. It’s the social highlight of my life at the time being.
The many governments in the world would prefer their citizens be productive towards the GDP of their respective countries whether they have an illness or not. Surely a person with cancer or multiple sclerosis cannot work. The same can apply to schizophrenics although each individual should be evaluated on a case by case basis.
Being a doctor or psychiatrist isn’t the easiest educational credential to achieve. They are taught in medical school to have compassion for their patients and care for their patients. Money or income is only a financial compensation for the work they do.
I really don’t know. The thing is I do find some motivation for reading and writing, but I guess these are solitary activities very much on my own terms. I no longer seem to be able to handle even moderate amounts of stress. Who knows…
@2Waynez You make a good point. Some medical facilities and the doctors who work in them have a financial bottom line. That is unfortunate as greed goes against every ethical rule in regards to medical care. Not all doctors are crooks and few crooks are doctors.