After the past few years have been a weird combination of heaven and hell… I think I’ve decided what to do…,
The only thing really remaining for me to do is either quit my meds or change them. I think they are the reason I am suffering in such an unexplainable way.
So right now I’m weighing in a few options:
Go to the hospital, check myself in, and ask them to help me
Quit my meds on my own with the help of my therapist, my mom, and my doctor…
Keep doing what I’ve been doing so far and hope for the best…
I really can’t bare it anymore so I’m willing to do anything… I just came back from a family dinner for my fathers birthday and it just seemed like everything I said was met with negativity and spite… It just doesn’t make sense., I know these people love me and respect me the best they can, but somehow everything feels so wrong and hurtful.,.
I can’t make any sense of it so the only thing left to try out is a change in meds…
I’m sorry your having a hard time right now. Maybe it is time for a meds change. I like the idea of getting help from your mom, your tdoc and your doctor. What do you take right now?
I know your maybe a little on the edge but I’d wait it out. If the meds cause you to have some type of episode or event it would probably be easier to diagnose and treat. If you just walk in and ask for a change in meds… There will always be that what if you seen it through. And doctor would be more likely to represcribe what your on if the new meds don’t pan out. Where as if you do have an unsightly disruption where say your family has to intervene. Then they will never consider that drug… And maybe anything like it for you again.