I really hate work right now

They won’t accept me as a part timer for this position anyway I think. I need a day job my sleep and energy is bad

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Coffee does increase symptoms i read in q lot of people. I try not to have it. I think it sends you into overdrive. How i think about it is, If your bodys too tired to work then its too tired to work and needs rest. Hope youre doing okay…i hope your taking meds and getting enough sleep.

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That’s insane, lately I’ve been working 3 days a week, plus some computer work on the side.

I work but I’m still on disability benefits. Can’t you do the same thing in the UK?

They deduct money from my benefits because I work, but they didn’t kick me off disability. I need my disability benefits to pay for my medications.

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Where I live, you can do benefits and work. But it’s so complicated.

I might ask them today if I can just have a few days off cos am really depressed.

And they can cut my holiday short if they really need to.

Thanks.

I mean it’s 6 days some weeks only but I dread it so much. Cos that 6th shift is a double shift on my own at night.

:hugs:

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Thanks :hugs:

Yea I actually feel physically weak. I think it’s the depression…

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I hear ya…hope youre not overtired…maybe quit coffee? Hope that helps… bros worried about you :smile:

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Aw. Yea I quit coffee. I think that’s one reason I’m so slow at work today. I just feel sooo motivation less.

I asked my supervisor to tell my manager if I can have off until next Monday.

It should be fine hopefully.

How’s youuuu

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I dunno how your working full time rn

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I know it has actually reached breaking point. I feel really stressed and depressed at work to the point that I’m not reaching the required standards. I just need a break now

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Do you know that feeling when your motivation is so low that you are physically repelled from doing something?
It is like that now

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Could you get your hours reduced? At least for a period of time? If you feel yourself slipping into psychosis take a breather. Take it easy on yourself.

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I’m just feeling really depressed and stressed at work. Today. I could just about do the bare minimum.

I just need a breather.

Just got a message from my manager that I can have off until next week Monday!!

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When you can’t you can’t. When you need a break or too many breaks what suppose to happen? You go on disability. Who or what is pushing you ? What you rather do instead of work, is it realistic? Maybe its just the perspective or angle you see work at the moment. You said sometimes you love work ?

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Enjoy your time off!

Hopefully you can replenish yourself.

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You should treat yourself. Go to a cafe. Go to a pizza buffet. Do something out of the ordinary. Blow off steam.

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Thats awespme im glad to hear that. Hope you get your days off because you probably need a bit of a vacation. Hope you feel better.

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Yeah im living with that right now. My mind is fine but i do feel repelled by things. Thats a good way to describe it.

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well your doing better than me. ive been thinking everyone but the inteligent is telepathic right now and have for over two years. god i miss my rational world.

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I do sometimes love it that’s when I was drinking coffee in the night. Now I can’t anymore cos of the psychosis and I feel completely dead as a result, amongst other reasons. But hey it is okay. I have a break now so I can recover.

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Thankyou very much!

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