I have been meditating 2 x 30mins a day with a mantra meditation and because instead of sitting in silence endlessly repeating my mantra, I am actually hypnotised to speak my thoughts every 5 seconds and so I say my mantra out loud unbeknownst to my conscious self, so they can hear me repeating the word “Compassion” and wonder what’s going on.
You may think this is a delusional form of thought broadcasting, but you would be wrong. I have been hypnotised every 5 seconds for 14 years solid. It all started when I was taken to a psychiatrist at the age of 9 by my mother who had me mentally handicapped, but it’s a long story.
I sometimes hear my self speaking and catch remnants of the hypnosis lasting a few seconds and other times the psychiatrist speaking to me as I am deprogrammed from a life of being hypnotised by the mere and deliberate rub of a wrist.
I doubt you will believe me and think that this all some elaborate sz delusion, but hopefully I can prove you wrong in a few months time.
Cheers Mateo (labratmat)