Even in here on these forums, it seems like people fusion up with the other members and lose their own real identity.
I don’t think of myself as a schizophrenic. I just think I’ve had some mental health issues I need meds for.
I think that is part of being human. We are shaped by each other and by our experiences. I think it is impossible to not be yourself. You are always you.
I sometimes feel like I’ve never had my own identity but that’s because of DID though I feel like sometimes the SZ feeds it
I think the problem might be if we allow our identities and present self and perspectives and perceptions about these to limit us. Leading to questions like, am I happy with who I am and where I am? Who and where do I want to be? What do I want to do? What is my plan of action? In my mind, I am always me but I can want to be somethings else and I can change.
I forgot myself so I think about the illness a lot. It affects every fiber of my being.
i feel you @Jinx @anon47703785 …
I see so much uniqueness in others here
So many different personalities too
And so many different views on life
You must be one with yourself in order to not change and blend into a confused exsistance.
In other words…
You are you nothing and no one can change that, and your illness isnt a problem. It is a minor hurdle you must personnally deal with in a way to make your self secure in whom and what you are or are about to become.
I have other people (horrible girls/woman) come in my eyes and body and “act” as me or pretend to be me and try to decide what my body can and can’t do and they said they don’t want me exercising or having things good to and for me and they definitely want to break connections with loved ones I have.
They are incredibly malicious and disgusting.
They are humans but they are disgusting ugly humans nomatter what their bodies look like.
So my loved ones may have difficulty finding my eye and spirit among all the horrible ones in my eyes and body pretending to be me.
I feel so violated!
I’m so happy when I finally feel like myself which is g that often lately.
I recently had a spiritual intimate sacred connection experience with someone and maybe they are trying to keep us apart and doing anything and everything to keep us apart and on top of that try to ruin me and my life and try to bring me down.
I used to think I was unusual, unique, or different. Now everyone’s too much like me its annoying. Its been happening my entire life. I recall in third grade I had art on the wall that everyone liked or something and then another girl from another class did her art like mine a week later…see maybe thats just delusional thinking anyways, people have more in common than dont we just dont notice it because we’re all too bogged down by our own flaws and deficits.
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