I try to play it off like I’m “high functioning” and push myself to live a full life but life has been kicking my ass this week. The guy I was dating treated me really poorly and then dumped me. I got denied disability benefits within the same two days. I spent all last night up crying and hearing voices. I went into work today and was so quiet because I can’t handle everything. My voices are loud and I’m slipping. This is not my week. Please pray for me if you believe in that or send well wishes if you don’t. I’m going on a date with someone else that seems a lot nicer on wednesday. I don’t know how I’m gonna handle that. I want to thrive in spite of all that is happening, it is just so hard being normal sometimes.
You can know we have your back. “Living isn’t easy, Loving’s twice as tough.” Just hang in there and the sun will come out. It always does.
I know things will get better, they always do. Thanks @PinCushion. There is a reason you are the matriarch of the forum
Sounds like this guy really did a number on you. But maybe you had a lucky escape.
I hope things turn around for you soon.
Break ups are hard and they really mess up your little psyche.
Getting denied benefits doesn’t help.
I’m sorry you’re struggling through this time, but it will get better.
Also, you may not want to rush into another relationship,
I know the guy seems nice, but take your time and be careful with yourself.
You don’t want to put it all out there and get hurt again.
Take a break before going into another relationship, especially with this corona thing.
Stay safe.
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