I might get myself killed one day

Flipping people off on accident I’m in my own world i wish i would die anyways oh well

AHHHHHH your good… I’ve done the same thing before actually. A police officer was across me at an intersection and I flipped him. I feel bad about it now, but it is what it is.

As far as wanting to die… If you do then we wont have you on the forums.

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I try not to do it. Someone might accidentally see me. I don’t know why i do it. Maybe because i’m stressed. Right now i’m feeling good. And peaceful. Just bored. Got nothing to do. Can’t really focus long enough to keep a job. I hear some screaming right now. I’m like on the edge of a mini ghetto. I live 3 miles away in the burbs. I try not to be scared i get paranoid easy sometimes. Always feel like a fight is going to jump off.

Someone wailed a horn on me the other day and I automatically brought up the finger. Then, I scurried away…

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Yeah i hate when people blow at me

I really don’t want any altercations i just want to be left alone

Same. It freaks me out when people do that especially if you are doing nothing wrong. Maybe I’m going to go a but slow on a turn, better safe than sorry I say. I would not like to be rushed by some jerk blowing the horn.

My paranoia is just so unpredictable i wish i was more stable. When i feel uncomfortable and paranoid i get angry at people

I get the same way when people are tailgating me. I feel like they are following me and I can’t trust them. It is so scary but just a trick of the mind in the end.

Yeah exactly. Just because i’m not going quickly enough

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Had to.

I post this song because it reminds me of rode rage but aslo because it reminds me of a chilhood memory of being stuck in traffic behind somone losing they’re mind. We were backed up a thousand cars back during the early days of the big dig in Boston and this guy ina black BMW behind us was leaning out their window, suit and tie, screaming every swear he knew at the traffic in front of him, losing his mind, as my father said which is striking to me nowadays “This man is obviously mentally ill” Now I’m mentally ill and no matter what I was expected to if I was stuck in traffic I’d deal with that. Mentally ill? No…he was losing his mind pure and simple. Society probably didn’t even deem him mentally ill, neither did they my father which they probably should have but they don’t, they don’t, nor the men who did his bidding and recieved their payment. No…we are.