Sorry for leaving so abruptly again. I guess I can’t help myself. But I realize this is the best forum for me on the internet. That’s the real issue here. You guys are more supportive than other forums I’ve been trying the last couple months. Nothing is perfect obviously. But this board is good for me 9/12 months a year.
I’m taking the follow meds and supplements
10 mg abilify
50 mg naltrexone
50 mg Zoloft
.25 klonopin
1800 mg lions mane (well just started this today)
15 mg cbd
A multivitamin
Taking these daily I’ve never been so stable.
I’m always wanting to “expand my mind” being the psychonaut that I am. But the best way to do this is to take your meds I realize. Some people psilocybin May work but not me. And don’t worry I haven’t been taking psilocybin just reading about it a lot. Interesting stuff but not for schizos.
I’m taking a class at community college next Monday starting.
Really missing this board lately.
Been making songs …really improving. Got a whole album, which I believe every song is better than any song I ever made before just recently. Well if nothing else I’ve improved but still got a long way to go.
I guess my writing has improved a bunch. But still need to work on delivery and flow. Tell me if you’d wanna hear anything??
Peace 
Chew
Gotta try to limit my postings here especially with school coming up. But sometimes there’s stuff on my mind I can’t find a great outlet in music always, only sometimes.
A message board would be helpful. Reddit isn’t for me maybe to read but not to post. Maybe it’s just I know you guys better than those redditors. Whatever it is I hope u welcome me back.
or at least interested in mushrooms. All kinds of mushrooms. I think it’s interesting because we have mycophobia here in the USA
my friends/family gonna be like “you’re back to being on your phone 24/7”.