Hey thank you ver mych @TheStrange, you all here are nice with me. I rediscover like that again the people, I see that they are good with me
yeap, short hairs are more comfortable to have plus a girl with a short hair is different I find which is interesting too :). Ill see what ill do. the most of the time I dont see still the reality quite well I find wow.
Otherwise I upped my Zyprexa on 10 mg and I went out today because of this
Ill hope this will help without making of me just a dopped person,heh :D.
Sup anna what are u doingā¦welcome hugs to uā¦
@far_cry0, I went out today a bit heh
I was calmer but probably dopped too. and you, whats up?
Today i went to unvirsity to fill my exam dateā¦my exam is due to start.
I knoe i cant pass this exam. My cognitive symptoms are way dishearting.tho i will appere in this exam ā¦my parents are hopeful about meā¦life sucks.
Hey anna when did u diagnose sz
What ageā¦how old are u.
You can try for the exam, dont be hard on yourself too 
My diagnosis is paranoid schizophrenia with mostly negative symptoms :/⦠I had the diagnosis of borderline in the past but its so heavy like state and I am so poor functioning that maybe I am schizophrenic for sure⦠But I dont have acute episodes. My doc said my illness is chronicalā¦
p.s. I am 35 years old 
Thanks princessā¦!!! I will take ur noteā¦take careā¦
