It is 4:07 am and I woke up. I slept six-seven hours. I made coffee and I am drinking it now. Do not feel tired. I took my morning meds, I normally do not take meds this early, but in this morning I did. I am always alone which sometimes bothers me. I have been here now nearly 21 years after returning back from the US and I still have no friends. I was thinking about this before I started sleeping. Do you have difficulties to have friends?
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Yeah I haven’t had friends for a very long time. I can’t make friends because I never have anything to talk about.
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I remember reading one book, Asphalt Flower when I was in my teens. It was about one Finnish man who returned back from Sweden to Finland. He had all kinds of troubles and was never able to adjust to the society and culture of the land to where he had come back. It was the real story of one man who eventually went back to Sweden. It was a good book. When I look back I sometimes wonder how courageous I was when I went to the US many years ago. And then I came back. I would like to have friends, but it is so difficult for me, I am becoming old already, 56 in this year. Well life goes on.
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Yes， I have difficulties keeping friends in reality due to my fatigue and low concentration. I could not concentrate for long when I was making a conversation with friends. Also I was easily tired when hanging out with friends. Everytime when I came back from hanging out with friends I felt exhausted. So I seldom invited my friends to come over or to go out.
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What do you enjoy doing?
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I have difficulties making friends too.
People don’t want to be my friend because i don’t work and because I’m not fancy enough for them.
I don’t have the status etc so they see me as a loser but it’s the people who look down at people that are…
Also people sometimes disrespect me and supress me and i rather be alone than get treated that way.
I’m also uncomfortable around most people.
I don’t have friends but want to have friends.
Met a guy i might be able to go bush walking with and it’s possible we can be friends but he might just want to have sex with me .he might be interested in me .
I always had friends, made them easily until I mistreated them and no other opportunities came along. I have hope of future friendships. Maybe someone to play guitar with?
I enjoy listening to music.
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