On like everything lol. I just am done caring but i know i cant really be this way if i want to not be homeless. I was pushing myself so hard to go to work and then my manager threatening to fire me just broke something inside me and im just completely shutting down. I dont want to talk to anyone. I dont to work, its way too much. I dont want to go outside. I dont even want to eat but i know i have to. Ive been writing music constantly for several days now and listening to music in between. But theyll probably take away my ssdi in a month. I dont have a job now. I need to go apply some where tomorrow.
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But my positive symptoms have been chilling out overall. My mood has been kind of blah but better. My thinking is a bit clearer, enoufh to notice.
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I hope you can find a job and avoid homelessness.
Is there any other aid you can apply for because you’re low income? Maybe there is an organization that can help you get back on your feet.
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Sounds like you have a lot going on @Moon. I hope things work out for you. Stress and psychotic disorders don’t go hand-in-hand. When I get stressed, my voices get louder and more demanding. I’m sorry things are tough for you right now.
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Sorry that things are hard right now. Try to take comfort that most things are only temporary and good is just around the corner.
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Do you think you could handle full time job anywhere? Or would it interfere with getting back your disability pay.
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My boss called me today. She told me she hasnt officially separated me since i didnt turn in a notice. She recommended i go on another leave of absense. She said i misunderstood her, i said thats fair. When she talked to me i was avsolutely not in a good headspace. I was dissociating and paranoid. I dont even remember much of the concersation anymore. Im sure my paranoia clouded things significantly. I still just feel like i dont really care much. Just existing. Breathing.
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Hey, you got a second chance, you should take advantage of it. Your job may suck but looking for work and starting a new job sucks too. Half your problems will be solved if you can hang on to this job.
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I’m sorry you feel this way… I hope you feel better soon… Maybe talk to your pdoc or therapist and @77nick77 is right it’s a second chance! I say take it… Although it sounds like you may be close to a break soon in my opinion correct me if I’m wrong
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I’m glad she called you. Maybe take that leave of absence and try again
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Can you appeal the ssdi decision? Sometimes when you appeal they will keep giving you benefits while they look into your case
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Yeah we already appealed it. My lawyer isnt sure if ill be able to keep it while we appeal or not though. They sent me a letter saying they wont take any action this month, so well see.
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Do you know if they’ll give you back missed payments that you missed because they stopped it inappropriately or something?
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They havent stopped it. Idk, im just taking it day by day
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