here I am. ok, in the day I am better than without meds. still quite unhappy but better. but I hate what makes of me my Zyprexa in the evening for some 5 hours… it kills all my dopamine I guess. It kills my energy, it smashes my brain and puts there some negative thoughts that I dont have without the Zyprexa. are you like this too on your ap? yeah… take the med right before sleep… but what if I want to party one day in the night? its a big problem this, its really invalidating… I still wonder how some of you dont have this smashing effect on aps. they are killers of serotonin and dopamine I find… its a chemistry, I cant fight against this…so should igive up on partying? or even have a partner one day? cause I am a zombie for 5 hours, yeah. every day…
Sorry you experience that Anna, I am the same. At night when I take my meds I turn into a zombie.
I accept it and understand that I can’t party but it’s a sacrifice.
If I do have a rare party I take my meds much later.
I don’t think you are unusual for having your meds turn you into a zombie at night