I feel so ugly and a failure in life. My bullies took my happiness i had and turned it in to misery

I really wanted to experience love and they took it.

I was extraordinarily good looking as a young man and never bullied and I missed out on almost every opportunity that came my way. I was never just one of the guys. I didn’t want to be but I wished I had been today when I went out in public.

When I turned 19 I was on top of the world. At 19 1/2 I was even higher. By the time I was 20 I had been made aware of many of the harsh realities of life. Society has a way of bringing you down to their “level” if you’re in any way “grand”.

For me it may have been grandeur. I would’ve preferred to figure it out another way. Maybe it was an inevitable thrust of humility. But the torture and abuse was tough.

Nature is cruel. Bullies are mean. And the world keeps go ‘round.

Mine did too. They only let me exist, because they want everyone with someone they detest.

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