No voices or no signs ,
Everything is silent.
Scared of this silence.
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It gets comfortable, after a while. Peaceful, even.
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That sounds amazing. You don’t appreciate how blessed you are.
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I know how you feel. I usually start ruminating when everything is ok…
I bet if it was consistent it would eventually be enjoyable
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I don’t feel special, it’s even raining.
And my cold is severe but everything is silent.
Not making me feel special.
Started to play music now.
Feels little better now
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There is nothing special about schizophrenia symptoms. I have a clear mind also. I am not lonely with a clear mind. I am actually lonely with a psychotic mind especially when learning how to interact and grow with others. With a psychotic mind I feel like the only person out of all that exist and existed who is worn down by these unapproved thoughts and beliefs and reasoning.
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I think I will do something,
I will achieve something for self.
Thats the only outcome I could see for self.
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I felt so relieved when the voices and so on went.
It is indeed a blessing
It like my friends have left me. After having a relationship for 15 years. Its a lonely feel.
I am going to venge this with success.
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Do u think u could try to make real friends?
Were ur voices never bad?
Really I don’t want to create friends it’s worth nill.
What is the use of friendship or my definition of friendship is entirely wrong.
Voices stopped long back but I used to interpret things in my own understanding for my leeway.
Now even that has stopped,
its hitting hard. The reality is real. And nothing can be so real than this, when I am alone.
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What is your definition of friendship?
Mine is
To care support and enjoy their company
You may ask whats my reality?
Lacking intrest to do anything other than work.
I mean I started to love my job.
But I need to love what I love to do.
Then the thing is what I love to do ?
None.
Thats what I said earlier need to achieve something for the sake of success.
Else people would say I won the lottery and wasted the rest of his life.
I don’t want to.
Let see what best can be made out of this !!
When you fall I laugh , when I fall you laugh.
Then hold hands and walk and we fall all together and laugh together.
~ Friendship
But sz took it away. When someone laughs I want to take revenge.
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Mentality
It sounds like you have depression.
What medications are you on
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for SZ
Bupron SR 150
ARIPIPRAZOLE 20 MG
For Cold
Pantoprazole 40 mg
Paracetamol 500 mg
fexofenadine and montelukast
For Diabetics
Vildagliptin and metformin hydrochloride
Dapagliflozin 10
For Energy
Ferrous ascorbate and folic acid
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That is a lot.
I hope it is doing u more good than harm.
How is the cold atm?
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Running nose and lack of sleep.
Because of cold.
And rest is realisation of wellness.
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Youll be better in no time
Just gotta wait it out
I hated wen i had covid
Hate feeling weak and fatigued, yea
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Thanks will take some rest now.
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