I really believe I have a hidden camera implanted in me and people are watching me. It makes me so afraid and then I start to think things that are not true and are rude. I cant control my mind and i think the people who are watching me are going to come kill me. I really believe that the whole country is watching me. I’m on some of the tv stations and I’m afraid for my life. It’s like my life became a phenomenon over the past 3 years. Everyone is watching me. Why me? I am not worth broadcasting. I’m so tired and I want privacy, not everywhere I go people know who I am and treat me badly. I dont want to be famous. Why me?