I think I am afraid of it, either that, or I have to high standards. Since my loss, I’ve been detached from people.
It’s not just the illness, wich doesn’t bother me. It about my personality.
I like to keep things simple and yes somethins I get horny or aestetic attraction but to random girls.
Im not content with my lack of interest in relationships, I guess this will change over time.
I don’t need to be attracted to someone but at least I want to be at peace with my lack of interest.
I would not change myself a little bit, I work on accepting myself for who I am wich is a great person… Ask around
I don’t feel like I want to have a relationship either, but I am at peace with my decision. Relationships can be stressful and I try to have zero stress in my life, if at all possible. As long as I can talk to someone occasionally in a very honest and candid manner, then I don’t need a partner.
I want to start dating soon but I am a bit nervous because I am quite ugly and I am hoping that been a bit quiet does not hold me back on dates. It wont stop me from trying to get a girlfriend though, I hate the idea of being single.
I miss male company. I would love a male friend for companionship and outings only (I can’t ever see myself having a physical relationship again after my marriage). Problem is, I don’t think there are too many men looking for friendship only with a female.
