They hate me so much for no reason. They went across to their neighbors. I Don’t Care anymore.im glad I put them away. Don’t sit there and let your mind go stir crazy
You shouldn’t have done that @roxanna
Do what? I’m learning to ignore them best as I can.
You said you chased them
I did chase them. I was going if in a tangent.
You need to admit that some of the ideas you have about your neighbours are part of the illness. Now the neighbours are going to be scared and they might even call the police on you.
I don’t understand why you harass your neighbours. I have also felt very threatened by neighbours in the past but fortunately for me I don’t have the personality type to attack anyone.
I don’t harass my neighbors they harass me.
I would move. I was harassed by neighbours. So I moved.
No @roxanna you harassed them tonight. That is not okay. Please go to crisis. Otherwise, they might call the cops on you and force you to go.
Oh no @roxanna!
How did you chase them?
What did you do to them?
This is not a good thing.
Get yourself to the ER right away!
They can press charges on you.
It probably felt good but you may have to suffer some consequences.
I’m sorry I keep asking you this but is your boyfriend doing anything to help or support you? It sounds like you are alone in this mess.
I said this about 7 or 8 months ago but if a neighbor ever picked on my mom or continually picked on her, my dad would have taken care of the person swiftly and decisevly. Any of my sisters boyfriends or husbands would have defended my sisters too… You know I’m on your side but you rarely mention your boyfriend.
I’m sorry, @roxanna. That must have been really stressful. Acting out on the harassment is never a good idea, though. Regardless of if it’s really happening or just part of the illness. Being the aggressor will get you nowhere good. Especially with a history of mental illness. That could become dangerous for everyone involved very quickly.
Please call the crisis team. Tell them you’re having a really hard time and tell them you need to go to the hospital or respite. You need a med change because what you’re on now isn’t working. I worry about you so much. You’re such a kind and creative person and you deserve so much better. You deserve to be able to feel safe in your own home. Please push your doctors to help you more than they currently are. You do seem better on the perphenazine than your old meds, but maybe an increase would help? Who knows. I’m not a doctor. But please get help.
If there’s anything I can do to help, I’m always here for you.
No I didn’t chase them I’m on a journey to ignore them.
My bf is antisocial.but he helps me
No I didn’t they started the whole thing
It doesn’t matter. You chased them. You harassed them.
No I looked out the peephole. I have not talked to them. I don’t speak to them
I’m glad it was metaphorical chasing and not real. I worry about your safety if it were to really happen.
However, everything else I said still stands. Your doctors aren’t doing enough for you. I wish I could come down there and advocate for you because you really do deserve so much better.
How are you feeling now? What do you think about calling and asking to go to respite?
I just got a new pdoc because my first pdoc is retiring. I promise to go to respite @LED if I truly get worse. I need to take care of things and i what they can do I feel things eventually. Will get better