Nothing makes sense even when it should. Everything is separate, everything that should mean something loses it when the next thing comes along. It’s like ideas never actually existed, or if they did it was only for a moment. I don’t even think words work, does anyone really know what they’re saying? Today someone told me they couldn’t understand what I was trying to say even though I put a lot of effort towards picking the right words. Now I’m just awfully confused and alone. Does any of this mean anything or should I just stop talking for good? Why talk if you have nothing to say that someone wants to hear. Maybe some people are supposed to talk and others aren’t, I think this is just reality.
Does anyone else struggle to be clear minded? Is anyone actually clear minded?