I did 20 months overall from 2017 to 2022 in hospital. That’s ■■■■■■■ crazy.
They didn’t have to keep me for so long
Plus if I didn’t face abuse/harassment from the other c*nts on the wards I would have been out sooner.
2019-2020 was 8 months; the longest stay
2021-2022 was 7 months; 2nd longest stay
both those hospiitlizations could have easily been 2 to 3 months max saving me about 9 months of my freedom.
I ended up becoming more ill on the wards sometimes because I couldn’t sleep and didn’t feel safe. Some of the other people would do crazy things which affected me, or they were fully hostile.
There’s a statute of limitations but I plan on suing the NHS one day. Those ■■■■■■■ need to be taught a lesson.
Just makes me sick to think that I could been studying in those 20 months or enjoying my freedom. I’ve learned a lot though. And I don’t plan on relapsing ever again. Luckily my psychosis is purely sleep related, however Idk if the delusional phase happens after no sleep, prior or during.
I remember the days dragging and despairing over being detained. The Pdocs on the wards were condescending ■■■■■■■■ who would beat about the bush, and say ‘you’re not quite there yet’ without any further elaboration.