I am very anxious about side effects

side effects r killing
what to do ?
i am very anxious wtf side effects occur :expressionless::expressionless::expressionless:
i was never before like that
i wasnt willing to take my morning medications becoz of that
i m overthinking about that these days
any help appreciated

i m in between two pains
voices and their control over me
and meds with side effects that could kill me

don’t be scared of antipsychotics they don’t hurt. I have been on mega doses of antipsychotics that would have killed an elephant.