Hold fast mate, it’s just your illness messing with you. You’ve grown tremendously this past couple of years and you WILL get over this bump. Seems like we’re at another weekend and you’re not busy enough so your head is filling the gap for you?
Sending (((hugs))) and good vibes across the pond to you.
I said this to one of them, but he continued to boast to me about spending £30,000 on Cocaine in one year, and how he was drink driving whilst also high on Valium. I just don’t want anything to do with people like that
He told me he heard from the mechanic that I was going to be there, so he basically ambushed me when I picked my van up
Thanks for reminding me of that @MrSquirrel . With this particular thing I am just so worried that I could fall back into old habits.
You’re right about the weekend thing. I have this trouble in the evenings as well. It’s not like I couldn’t do chores and stuff, but I just ruminate in my kitchen drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes spacing out to some music.
Once the gym opens on the 12th April, then I can go swimming again, and I hope that might help some