i feel very mellow but my eyes are still sore, i wish i had something for my eyes
I’ve been wearing a bandana all day (pinup style haha) and I have a really terrible headache! I’m sure it will pass, other than that I am just feeling extremely worn down from work. I was only there three hours and I’m exhausted. Mental illness is draining for sure.
I’ve been having a pity party the last few days but not as bad as I’ve had them in the past.
Feel a bit jittery at the moment. I am taking a Photoshop class and the teacher proceeds it very quickly. My mind was slow for such a class. In the mean time I am worried about my future.
i was feeling bad a few hours ago,now i feel a little relax and comfortable
Have a nice day,Tx
I just woke up, did not see weird sick dreams, made some coffee and listening Vanessa Mae at the Royal Albert Hall, feeling quite good, it is a foggy day outside.
i am blessed to have voices gone i just keep hoping these air bubbles in my head from tardtivie dyskinesia go away makes it harder to concentrate
I feel with the receptors in my fingers… that’s how I feel… 
Sorry… couldn’t help myself…
I’ve been feeling not so good all week. Getting the results of my first lab assignment made me feel better and Yesterday the surf was up and a good day surfing.
Today… tired but content and feeling back up to level.
Feeling better than a few weeks ago, the meds seem to have stabilised me at last. Voices mostly gone and feel more relaxed. See pdoc on Thursday again, I thought last time I was there that my meds had to be pushed up but I think my dosage is ok after all. Next week will be a little more hectic though - yet another drivers license attempt and moving house as well, so need to pack after next weekend.
i was depressed today after church, someone was asking me some rather personal questions before the service and i felt really uncomfortable then the minister said something about voices in his ear that was the mic system or something but i thought it was aimed at me and people were laughing, i wasn’t in the mood to sing either.
i feel i need to make excuses for being happy, i mean what is wrong with just being happy but people start thinking how can he be mentally ill if he is being happy all the time, i try my best but it is difficult even to be happy without people thinking i am a fraud, but all of this could just be in my head, its so hard to stop thinking that tho bc i do feel like a bit of a fraud sometimes 