I have been psychotic on and off for the last week.
sudden lots of people talking about me in the supermarket ( a real personal relapse warning sign )
going back to normal by the time i get to the car.
thinking i’ve had a stroke and panicking and almost calling 999 - only just stopping myself from this and by an hour later i am completely fine
a whole day of being functional and hard working (almost hypomanic I don’t know if i understand hypomanic but i had a slightly raised functioning / mood all day)
This kind of in and out of psychosis has now been happening for over a week
I have been so well functioning for the past year. I’ve been in a high stress position for about a year.
one year to 18 months of stress has historically been what it takes for me to have a massive relapse
with the fewer beds i’d be unlikely to get admitted these days - which would mean I would not be safe.
I’m going to phone for a meds increase again today.
only went up about 4 weeks ago.