So i really am psychotic. I Imagined so much. I created a fictitious reality based on psychotic justifications of my schizoid disorder. So it got a little worse bc I started.having dreams as well as physically experiencing a really strange feeling of flooding emotion of just light.
I have been having dreams where I’m being taken different places
One was heaven I got a dream that i was with my husband in heaven and there was a baby. He was happy and asked me how many books I had to drop on my way to him.
We had a baby and i climbed up the top of the stairs
And there he was.
Then another I was in what seemed like hell. It’s so psychotic.
I had a dream that I was wearing crystals all over and a huge crown adorned with crystals.
In each dream he’s always there. Then this intense flooding gravity pull with a HUGE just galactic smash of energy had happened a few times.
At first I felt a huge pull like I was lifting and fighting the pull and then an intense flash of extasy and light and this intense feeling. I get images of the ocean bc that’s the pull like a universe pull. Like how the waves have a gravitational pull that was what I got. I think it would be cool if it wasn’t a hallucination and sign.
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