Hi there, how are you?

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Hi there long time i haven’t benn there, i am doing fine looking forward to imrove in gaming…or whant to do something in my life associated with games maybe open computer game shop…
i added abilify for my negative symptoms small doses says that improves, i think it improeved a littlebit, i stoped drinking zolpidem for sleep, i started to sleep much better, without zolpidem i get better sleep…just hard with phisical condition, i am very stiff. hard to exercice psychologicaly. iam crying if i exercice… thinking to do some sport. i playing table tennis sometimes, but in that club everybody is very strong and hard to compete.i think forward to look for part time job in february, thanks for reading

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I still Take zolpidem for sleep …!!
I am having bad time currently …I can’t stop my though it’s difficult to accept this Illness…And i am very low functioning…!!!

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You need to find some positivity.try to dont think that you are bad,it just makes you worse.think about your dream try to find some positive things in the world or in your life,before sleep try to meditate imagine planet you wish to live in.try to think about things that uplift you emocioanally,

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Trying Bro…!!!

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I think accepting this illness is very hard …!!

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All things are possible:) dont give up

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That’s so kind thanks man…!!!
but i feel so down …!!!

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Hi spooky how’s ur negative symptoms are they under control!!

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I hard to be precise what helps about negative symptoms…I think they are under control they, dont influece me negatively. Its just hard to learn to sustain an activity, but i can sustain an activity for un hour. I wish my negative symptoms be less so i can improve in my gaming… i know i should game more. But i am stupid, i dont learn from my mistakes.I dont know Abaut negative symptoms i am being happy overall not depressed not anything bad is to me, just hard to achive or have some goals.but its possible to me i am just being lazy. :DD LAzyness is my negative symptoms. TRY some low doses of antipsychotics like abilify or salian , there is more, in theory they improve condition of negative symptoms. i am very positive now. i take 7 mg abilify each morning but and without an abilify i am ok… i did course in soul colliage it made me more positive, what most upsets me is just i cant be succesfull in anything i do, but i wasnt succesful and before shizophrenia, maybe littlebit in bodybuilding when i was younger and art and table tennis and gaming…i am gaming ok like and before of sz but not good.i am lazy , i need to work on my attitude more , want to be victory minded not defeatist phreses continuesly tell me…i write write but i dont know if i answer your question

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my happiness levels is very up. it just sucks that i will need to work. couse i need money

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I used to play it…!!!
Now i don’t play it…!!!
U can be better if u work hard as they say…!!

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you should try playing its good exercice, i used to go every day for two weeks, but sometimes there is no one to play with me and i need to play with robot, playing with robot is very boring, maybe after new year i will try karate , taichi meditation classes i found, just struggling with my back, i am stiff like hell, and i have back pain

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Hey spooky happy to know u are doing well…!!
I have to learn a lot from u guys…!!

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do you go outside, or exercice go somewhere ?

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I am trying every possible thing possible …I do morning walk early in the morning not able to do it regularly …!!! haha i am not able to find motivation @ this time…!!! Do u walk…!!

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you should try going more for a walks if you dont be more in nature it helps with symptoms, nature heals, and sport is very iimportant…i need to do more sport as well, not just sit at home watching computer games, that sucks:DDD i think you will be better too, what is you medication zyprexa?

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Used to be on it …Now i am on seroquel low dose…!!!

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i go to the shop buy things, go to my moms jobs in a bokstore, help her clean after work, going fishing in summer , but will go fish and now, couse my grandpa wants fish, i was going yesterday big 3 hours walking to the sea with my grandpa…i just dont have friends to go out with them it would be more fun, today i will go with one friend to cinema, he is olso from psychiatric hospital, he is being agressive he told but he is not sz, other stuff…i found them after long time didnt saw him

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i was on seroquel super intteligent worked all jobs like a proffesional, was very strong , but after a year i became sick again and i need to be on otther drug now :(((((