Last night I heard voices, and then as I was getting ready for bed, I heard soft mumbling very clearly. Like neighbours TV was on low volume. It persisted and I asked hubby does he hear mumbling so he said no, I’m mistaken. Maybe it was a hallucination? Seems like it could have been…
And what is this called? - I had command voices and inserted thoughts telling me to kill my husband and I was very distressed and felt urge to take it out on myself by self harm instead of harming him.
Fortunately my book I was reading and music I listened to helped distract me.
My pdoc phoned me yesterday afternoon and asked me how I am. So I said quiet but ok.
Then the voices and sounds and violent urges resurfaced last night.
Why oh why do they come after my pdoc contacted me??? It’s so unfair! And now I can only see her in a month time as she’s on study leave. So I’m hanging on till then.
I’ve seen her every two weeks and now this when I need a med adjustment I have to wait a whole damn month…
I hear mumbling voices sometimes too. They are a symptom of sz and of sza so I’m told by my pdocs. These mumbling voices don’t bother me at all, idk about you.