My common belief is that I shape the current reality. If that makes sense. If something happens, good or bad, it’s because I willed it. Probably subconsciously. I also have several beliefs tied into it which makes me quite paranoid.
I had that too… It’s tied to the belief that I’m god. That part got better with meds though, I no longer feel that.
I have a hard time with thinking the universe chose me for a special purpose. It’s taken a lot of different forms… but I was sure I was some how in service of a higher purpose.
I used to deeply believe that I could heal people by laying on of hands. That one got me in trouble a few times.
Sometimes it bubbles up… and I have to fight it down…
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as long as everyone bows before me …everything is fine !?! 
take care 
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Former prophet in da house!
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I thought I was the only real one me and my delusions but everyone else was just fake it kept changing what they were but I was real
Scion of an ancient race over here, you know how it goes 
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I’ve had typical delusions, like the belief that messages were being sent via songs on the radio/someone believed I was the reincarnation of Jesus Christ and was manipulating me somehow.
But really I now see most of what I once thought of as delusions as being flashbacks and once blacked out memories of “splitting” and existing as someone else for months at a time, functionally, with help. with lucid moments here and there bringing “me” back. Like some form of Dissociative Identity disorder, which I’m pretty sure psychiatry decided didn’t exist. Well…it does. It’s just too bizarre, rare and controversial to be contemplated by those who so ridgedly pretend our world makes rational sense in all ways.
I found college to take away much of my illness
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I was Satan. A voice told me to recite a verse in the bible. I did so and then read further and it stated that the one who speaks this is the evil one, in so many words.
I took offense to people using the word " it" or “that” because I felt those words identified me as Satan and being worthless. I prayed for the apocalypse, I was redeemed because I came up with a poem statement “Jesus , a’rose with no thorn” I drew the poem and art on the chalkboard in the Looney bin and I sensed love radiate from the drawing
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I want to go to college obsessive blowjob thoughts? Sharing secrets of the trade times forever they will assassinate them? Don’t capitalize or punctuate schizophrenia forums warm fuzzy understanding? Omg I stop but I’ll go for psychology I wonder if I have selective memory but I. Don’t think I have the energy for college and seem to resent it and may have selective social anxiety but the two pretty girls that shunned me were girls in real life she wore a baby mask in a picture after not adding me coarse nort grand life and nutrition picky eating and people oh well I won’t mention symptoms but that’s cool they corrected me
same with me. When I get manic I get grandiose delusions sometimes.
I thought God had made me the sole owner of a chain of fried chicken restauraunts stretching across the western United States including California, Arizona and western Nevada. When a psychiatrist told me that in reality I was just a worker in a doughnot shop I was devastated and I broke down and had to be hospitalized for a month. For the next five years I would not eat fried chicken nor visit Nevada. I still have deep psychic scars from that psychiatrists revelation but I’m glad that psychiatrist had the courage to set me straight.
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My guardian angel Jerek tricks me to believe I have the powers of Jesus. Like walking on water.
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i thought my friend who is an IT specialist, installed a spy cam in my air conditioner, computer and guitar case. i thought people in TV was talking to me or about me. i thought certain people i met were CIA agents. lol
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Thought i was a AI as longside as a robot, cyborg a terminator type robot and i was build by the government as a great test for all types of reasons yea that was back to hospital with that one, believing ones self to be bullet proof did not end well, being to prove i was a cyborg i cut my hand open to show everyone the metal under the flesh. it did give me stupid levels of I can take on everything and win, got into a lot of fights a lot of miss understanding on all levels stopped eating well i was a robot so why eat? when you got a fusion power plant build into you
With the mania i could multi task just like a computer and work things out so fast thought of so much to back my self up always had a answer for every question worked my history into the delusion i could take on everything, no fears no worries, just my mission and that i could put my AI self into the net and zoom around in it learning everything
Yea not a happy time still have those thoughts now some days
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mine passed. my most grandiose delusion was that i could control the weather. at least, i think that takes the cake.
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I had that too… the weather would shift with my moods. 
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Years ago, I felt like I wasn’t human and didn’t belong on this planet. Though it had nothing to do with God, I can somewhat relate. It was a painful thing when I went through it.
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In 2009, I believed that an entity took special interest in me. Everyone everywhere could hear my thoughts over the radio. It kept getting bigger. While watching baseball games, I would hear the fans talk about me and react to my thoughts. It sucked! I called a place in Delaware, in which I do not reside, and I heard people talking about me in the background. Everyone everywhere was talking about me and the entity, po’d because I wasn’t doing what the entity was telling me to do. And the entity could control me. I wondered if they were talking about me in Tokyo. That was hell, I’m glad that that’s in the past.