feels good to have a structured day but nothing too hectic…and then im glad my parents will be home because my mood is better when theyre at their house and I can stop by there to talk to them when im bored.
I didn’t work 3 days ago, but going forward I will be working Wednesday-Friday and sunday which is perfect. keeps me busy pretty much every alternate day so idk its just ideal for me.
I had an average day today. In the morning I got on the online stock market and spent a little on 2 index funds. I did it out of research which I did yesterday. I just have a try with a small amount of money. Then I read a long article about the Christian Right movement in the America, because I wanted to understand the fact that 79% of the Evangelical Chritians in the USA are supporting Trump. After that I listen to music on my phone APP and downloaded about 10 songs. Very happy now.
I just woke up about a half hour ago and made a quick cup of instant coffee. I’m watching The First 48 on Hulu and will go on a walk with my mental health team at 1. After that more Hulu and maybe a shower.
I’m happy for you that you like your new routine. Good for you for getting a job!
I go to my volunteer job today to do some online editing for their website. Then I see my pdoc. I am going to tell her that I am going to every three months appointments instead of every two. She doesn’t participate with any insurance companies, and I have a huge deductible on my plan, so I pay her $150 out of pocket for a half-hour visit. Every three months will save me some money. I am now very stable on Zyprexa, so I can handle less frequent visits.
Work. Hoping my co-workers can cover the phone for a bit as I need to get two policy remarkets out the door and you can’t put the submissions together with constant interruptions.
i missed out on a job because i guess i waited too long to call back after they left a voicemail so i guess someone got an interview and got the job before me
the rest of the day was bad i started getting depressed and thinking bad but i went on feeling bad until finally i took some klonopin and went to sleep, i dont want to feel like that again it reminded me of when i was doing much worse
Yeah I get bad at night too and then extends into early morning. Pretty much when it’s dark out I’m depressed. Especially if I had a rough day. And light out I’m happy. Hopefully you’ll be feeling better soon and sorry that you didn’t get that job.
I’m going to pay bills online
clean the kitchen, then thoroughly clean and wash out the fridge
then take Deoge to the dog park, and for a walk on the trails
Phil went to Chicago today with a friend of his to go look at stereo equipment
He promised me he wouldn’t buy anything, but I bet he does.
My neighbor is dying of cancer so I’m going to town to the hospital to see her sometime today.
Her husband comes over here and cry’s everyday and it’s just heartbreaking.
