What’s up???
Just trying to sort through stuff.
organizing???
Going to give cleaning the house a go today. Would eventually like to become a minimalist. Was called a junior hoarder two days ago.
I wish, nah I’m sifting through painful emotions and feelings and trying to let go and move forward if I can.
I have the opposite of hoarding, so they say. I love to throw things out. I can’t stand too much stuff around. If I haven’t used something in awhile I would rather give it away and then buy it again later when I need it then to keep it around for later. It’s a weird ocd thing of mine. I like a minimalist approach.
I’m up early again but did make progress… I slept longer and my dreams were a little more refreshing, pleasant. I’ve always been a morning person so I’m taking it in stride.
Taking the abilify in the morning was a big help. I’m glad we uncovered that through talking.
I couldn’t fathom taking at night. I cherish what little sleep I get. Glad it is helping
I am really appealed to minimalism. I just haven’t had the push to jump in.
Ahhhhh! You’ve got the hard job today. I totally support you in your difficult task at hand. It’s funny but once we work through something and put i down it seems so easy. But when we are in the middle of it it’s not easy at all. Good luck. I’ll be holding good thoughts for you.
Ty very much. I can’t run away forever
Are you feeling manic today. I know you were worrisome yesterday
Oh I’m so happy that made a difference. It may take a few more days to straighten out the sleeping schedule still. But it’s great you saw an improvement. I’m a morning person too, so I don’t really mind being up early. I only got 4 hours of sleep again and no nap again yesterday. And I had to really force myself to eat so I’m definitely on mania watch. Red flags are going up.
Something that really helps me with going through things is when you pick something up to make a decision on whether to keep it or not is ask the questions 1 have you used it in the last year? and
2 do you love it? If those are a no then you may want to consider getting rid of it.
I will give that a try. I bought a pack of 48 garbage bags to do this whole house cleaning right. I dread going through books, clothes and shoes.
You know I feel ok but I felt ok on the last manic I had. I really couldn’t tell I was manic until they told me in the hospital. I guess it was a mild one. But I have some of the same symptoms. I think what’s happening is a pendulum swing back in that direction. You know once you’re bipolar starts going it has a tendency to swing back and forth before it settles back down. So I had the big swing, the I had a little depression for awhile now I think it’s swinging back the other way. I don’t think I’m going full manic. I haven’t done anything reckless. Just missing sleep/food and have some thought loops.
I’m around…at least some of the day if you need a friend . Strength in numbers
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Oh boy! Sounds like you have quite a job. Listen, just do one bag at a time. Even if you do just one a day that’s progress. You can do it just one step at a time. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step.
Thank you! Are you sz or sza?
Yes I am so hopeful that Abilify will be even more helpful than Haldol.
Good that you’re taking your med, that should protect you from psychosis at least.
I’m a pretty good cautionary tale on some things, one of which is going off meds. I actually did it for almost a year, but the dopamine must have been rising inside me, I got manic, and then grandiose fears became a constant norm. I should have visited this site for help… but I was so separated from reality that I didn’t think it was my sz.