now that im sober I got nothing to do. the only thing I like to do that doesn’t involve having a drink is travel but it’s expensive. really I need something to do once or twice a week to make my days go by pleasantly. I hike on the weekends, listen to music in the evenings during the week, but still something is missing in my life. don’t know what?
When I’m not at work or in bed, I pretty much always have music playing, be it on my little stereo or my computer. I go to concerts, but that’s only a couple of times per year. I don’t have any hobbies.
I tried to meditate some in the past but wasnt’ real good at it. maybe now that im on meds im calmer and can do it. I was thinking I would like light a candle and think about all my generations of relatives and like pray to them or something…not really sure where Im going with this…lol
yeah I got a ps4 thinking video games would keep me entertained but I lost interest in them after a week. maybe I was playing dumb games. I gave it to my nephews, they’re all about video games.
There’s so many different sorts of videogames to try. For example shooters like halo and call of duty bore me to tears but simulator games like harvest moon or the sims I can play for hours at a time.
I used to really like the game age of mythology when I was younger where you would build ancient civilizations and could have mythical heroes and monsters to command in your armies. You may also be interested in the civilization games.
Harvest moon, story of seasons, and Stardew Valley are all very popular farming simulators. The latest harvest moon games have been garbage so don’t get anything recent from them if you do, but the others are good. The Rune factory games are also excellent in my opinion and mix farming with RPG things like making weapons, fighting monsters in dungeons, etc.