I sometimes forget to take my esopramozale magnesium (Nexium) before going to sleep. It always results in me waking up at like 4am. Here I am finally out of bed at 6am.
I never forget my psychoactive meds, Nexium is for gastric reflux.
Do you forget your meds? What happens when you do?
I have funny thoughts when I wake up in the early morning like that. I think very strange runaway trains of thought. Like right now I am outweighing the mech battles vs the stupid ■■■■ in the first season of Code Geass. Season two was like zero stupid ■■■■, all mech battles, friggin world war with the damn things, season one was like this guy is like 17 and a senior in high school (BLOODY SLAUGHTER WITH MECHS WHILE HE CUTS CLASS) now hes back in school and its stupid, keep watching for season two, I promise its better, and an entire episode about a cat. 24 mins of my life wasted on a cat that had nothing to do with the world war. They just had to do that ■■■■. The Japanese make no sense sometimes. I do want a Shiba Inu though, and I do watch anime, mostly violent anime…no wait, only violent anime. Its when its not violent that I cant stand it. Like one of my friends talked me into watching Madoka Magika. Two of them, actually, both quite nerdy. I was like WTF THIS ■■■■ SUCKS by the end of that damn show. I watched Dragonball Z when I was like 14. I like Vegeta, he looks like me, and hes short. I remember some people in high school said I looked and acted like Vegeta, working out for like three hours after school in the weight room, eating ■■■■ tons of food, having a widow’s peak hairline, being buff, ect. I have nothing to do for like what six hours. Im going to the gym with a friend in six hours. I want to rewatch Code Geass, but I cant stand the stupid crap in season one, I seriously might implode if I have to watch the episode about a ■■■■■■■ cat.
■■■■■■■ summer class starts in a week FML
SNL (saturday night live)
LOL (laugh out loud)
FML (fuck my life)
You know my friend works at a crossfit gym and he has keys, so saturday night at like 730 we went and opened the place up because it was closed and blasted music and had the place to ourselves for two hours. I jumped rope and did some of my old ahem ass kicking conditioning like ab exercises (my trunk is like a tree) and one arm pushups and box jumps and crap and lots of jumping rope. I jumped on my right foot for a while and now my right calf is extremely sore. I think a really insane workout is comparable to sex, and I have done both repeatedly and obsessively. Sex might be a little better, but being a weakling while having sex doesnt sound fun, ugh thats just a nightmare–what if I didnt have muscles for people to touch?! Im probably not gonna have sex again for like seven years, I just got dumped a week ago and Im leaving this shitty city for grad school next fall. Grad school means probably no dating, I will be reading and reading and ■■■■■■■ reading lift weights like im insane for a couple hours a week (oh wait I am) and then read more.
If you read this whole thing, you need to watch Code Geass from start to finish and tell me it’s not awesome. Or at least parts of it, the battles arent awesome. Best mech show ever.
its time for more meds, the brain ones, by the way.
I have no shame.