I always feel i can be utilised like a puppet.
Will you like to be a puppet?
I get so angry with this feeling 
I cant do anything with this feeling
Something i feel sacred what if i react for the things that are not true.
Its is all messed up.
I think the best thing is to do what i like and say f off to the rest.
Yeah it’s good to be able to say no.
I don’t want anyone telling me what to do with out my consent and only those who treat me with respect and love or kindness n they can ask do you want to do this and I can say yes or no.
I have had others in my body and “I” “acting” as me but it’s not me.
Very unpleasant when it’s malicious people i don’t like and who don’t have my best interest at heart but on the contrary.
It’s lovely when I feel like myself and my own real eye so to say.
This will become always soon as the horrible ones will hopefully nolonger have access to me.
They want to decide what my body may n may not do when I’m not there as such.not ok.only those love me n best intentions may care for me because the others pretend to care while ruining my life.
@anon89422488 they say extremes are not good.
It’s something you can (and need to) experiment with, tho
If I do only what others want, in time I snap. One have to mingle and for sure there are times when you gotta do things your way… but not always.
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