bobbilly if you really thought this was a good idea, why are you posting your plan here, when you have us telling you exactly why you’re delusional?
I’m not an agent, I’m literally at home on my butt watching twitch.tv while I try to ask you to look internally about the structure of your beliefs. Insight is one thing that you need to desperately struggle to gain. Please please look into it.
If you want proof that I’m just some random dude not working for someone I can take a pic of my chair and my computer.
Because if I post this on a generic forum I won’t be taken seriously and be told by posters that this isn’t the right place to post this kind off stuff. Then warning by moderates when I persist. Thats happened.
MRI are expensive to maintain if you don’t already have an appointment lined up you will be wasting time and fees on just staying there waiting for a machine to have a free slot.
Please take time to reconsider this, take your medication, take it straight on for three months dead on every day, and if you don’t feel any doubt as to the intentions of your delusions, ask your doctor for a different medication.
Why do you think meds are to sedate you but here people take them to avoid your EXACT symptoms? Do you think we all have microchips in our armpits here?