I have thought of that.
bobbilly this sounds like a deeply held delusional belief, what happens when they canât detect something?
Are you going to trust the doctors?
Will you accept that you are being paranoid?
I donât accept Iâm paranoid because Iâm not paranoid. Iâm down as having SZA but that because they gave me that label to take my credibility away.
No one is interested in the boring life of a sza.
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Are you taking your meds as prescribed or you reduced your dose?
Please save yourself the trouble. Youâre not going to get the outcome youâre looking for.
Bobbilly do you know, that you can have physical sensations as hallucinations?
Iâve felt throbbing blood in my legs and then I had my psychotic break, I went to the doctors thinking I was having a heart attack.
I have schizophrenia, its just what it was. Thereâs no harm in accepting being schizophrenic. The label isnât that bad, your interactions with people will still be the same, if you really think the someoneâs implanted you in the armpits when and why did this belief occur?
I hope the hospitals in Turkey are ok, and you have travel insurance declaring your mental illness.
Very bad idea you have there.
I ended up in France before, and I realised once I got there that I needed help as I thought I was going to be murdered.
Luckily I had 3% battery and got hold of a family member who came and got me.
I had ÂŁ3000 in cash on me
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Youâre going to spend a bunch of money to have scans done that you wonât be happy with. Five minutes after they come back clear youâll convince yourself that the scanner was broken, or that the chips were undetectable, or that someone switched the scans, etc. Either you start dealing with this now by ignoring it or youâre just going to make yourself worse. Oh, and youâll be broke as well, so enjoy that on top of everything else.
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I desperately wish I could help him, but I know that when youâre delusional its really hard to trust anything telling you otherwise. I wish you give yourself as much room for error as possible and that you are taken care of.
My best of wishes please tell your family whats going on maybe they can break through to you.
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Me I was stuck in Germany until my parents came from Canada to get me. I nearly got arrested, I had a fine there, police felt I was mentally ill. I went to Germany thinking I am the next Hitler, I wasted over 15 000$ there in hotels, restaurents, electronics, etc
Emailed them back⌠Hope they believe my email.
Hello insert name
Thank you for your prompt response.
I have some concerns about a lump in my left armpit which I have had for 2 months. I have approached my GP and she said she canât feel anything there. She does not think I have anything to worry about. I have become anxious as I have a family history of cancer in my family My father was treated for Hodgkin Lymphoma some years ago. I would like MRI scan to ease anxieties and if anything is found can move forward with treatment here in the U.K. Primarily having the scan done is to my ease anxious.
Kind regards
bobbilly, you need travelers insurance, please invest in it.
You canât lie, they will find out and there will be bad permanent consequences. I guess you need to learn it the hard way and suffer, so be it.
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I was speaking to my community nurse about having a MRI test yesterday and going to India. He said why donât I ask the NHS to do one. If he was a real nurse he would know the NHS wouldnât give me one as they say it would feed into the delusion. Thatâs why I KNOW he isnât a real nurse but a secret agent, A real nurse wouldnât say that. I told him that too.
Itâs hard to get MRI scan in Turkey, they asking loads of questions⌠Why would the NHS do it?
You are lying to them.
Just call your doctor and get the help you desperately need.
I canât get travel insurance because I have a mental illness apprenently.
I told them everything.
Call 911 and go to mental hospital ASAP
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thatâs a big dramatic.