Really feel sad and lonely at the moment. Achieved nothing with my life. Wasted a lot of time. Been single for most of my life. Have hopes and dreams but don’t know if they’ll become true.
Sorry you’re feeling sad and lonely.
Being single is so much better than being with the wrong person though.
I wouldn’t say that. Also you’re still alive ! So you’ve been doing something right.
Thanks everhopeful. I’m going to see about increase of meds tomorrow. Just have to ride it out.
How are you feeling?
Why are you increasing meds, is it the ap
They decreased my meds by half. I used to get injection once every two weeks and they decreased it to once a month on same dose about two months ago I haven’t been feeling great since. Low mood, sadness, fear and dwelling on past. Want to increased meds as felt great before.
How r u? Fcfdfgff
I’m sorry you aren’t feeling great. Hopefully the med increase will make you feel better again.
I’m OK thanks
Just been walking around and going on bus rides. Nothing else. I can’t get myself to do anything else atm… Its OK though since I’m hoping this is temporary.
So you gonna travel around Europe? That sounds exciting. Are you taking anyone with you
That’s good your going for walks and bus rides. I think it’s all about the small steps and important not to pressure yourself to much.
I hope meds increase will make me better. Do you think it’ll work.
No was thinking of doing Europe trip on own. Hopefully I’ll meet interesting people on way.
Hopefully the med increase will make you feel better once again.
In the meantime hang in there @Star84!
Thanks Wave. I really hope it gets better. Miss feeling well.
I’m doing ok thanks for asking.
Yes I think it could defo make you feel better. Maybe you are subconsciously feeling you’re not ready for a med reduction yet so hence the fear. But idk if that’s the reason for sure. Could be.
Cool. Wen u thinking of doing the Europe trip.
Could make new friends like that.
Yes exactly! Don’t wanna pressure myself stuff like that. At least I am actually doing the walking and bus rides so that’s a start.
I was doing a lot of crochet and a bit of reading each day and having showers enough before feeling crap again. Looking back I was doing really well all though small steps.
I’m thinking of doing Europe trip in January.
Don’t give up, I almost gave up on taking meds which is suicide in my case before increasing my dose. Now after 1.5 years of staying home, I drove and picked up a friend for the first time, we walked and drank coffee in a shopping mall. I feel my negatives are finally improving after 1.5 years of staying in bed all day, only getting up to eat.
That’s great your negatives are better. My negatives are better to.
Yea that sounds quite solid. I hope you get back to that. Just give it some bit of time.
Thanks hopefully increase in meds will help me get back to normal.
Hope you feel better. I have days where it seems like all I can think of is the past