My thoughts are so gone and defected, I’m done with this. They have been, and schizophrenia messed up my life. I’m not happy, there’s no fixing me!!! I was never a drug user or addict and only drank alcohol every once in a while. My whole life is shiiiiit. Life gets worse every day.
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Maybe it’s time to see a therapist, see a doctor, or try a med change (with your doctors permission). I know it gets rough man. You’re a good person with a future.
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I have no fxckijng future
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If you are feeling suicidal, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.
You can also call a suicide prevention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries.
International suicide hotlines:
http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
http://www.suicidestop.com/suicide_prevention_chat_online.html
Suicide hotlines in the U.S.:
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To get rid of suicidal thoughts I hurt myself
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I’m just going to have some alcohol
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Try to start some treadmill exercise at gym for example. I do twice a day at home. Helps with depression but I still feel I need more.
I took a 40 min walk today
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You’re not alone. I’m feeling this way right now.
It’ll just make things worse. Id avoid it.
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Sorry you feel that way
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I know it feels like alcohol will help numb the pain but it only makes it worse. I’ve been there and I’ve done that many times over the years.
The last thing you need right now with how you’re feeling is an impaired mind. Please rethink the alcohol.
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It doesn’t give me an impaired mind. It always makes me feel good, but thing that sucks is I can’t take my meds
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Alcohol taken in enough quantities gives everyone an impaired mind.
Oh I don’t take a lot of quantities
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I find some alcohol can help me relax when in a difficult situation. But red wine… is the best 2 glasses… just to get some perspective on your thoughts.
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Rasberry wine 
? @VanDam
Doesn’t work
They don’t know how to help.
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Yeah hahaha they’ll committ ya’
no… real wine. the good stuff… not some cheap sugary concoction.
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So riunite doesn’t sound good?