stay with me here please. I feel like life is fake not real many different times and I have proved to me that it is fake and I can start all over. But then I go back and realize that this world is real idk what to believe. My voices are there everyday even when I was on medication I believed I was broken and needed to be fix by this miracle of a doctor they call. My life is a disaster I can not get it right everything is wrong.
I pace back and forth and have conversations with people I try to not respond because I am scared of what they have made me do In the past. I do not want to go back to the hospital they don’t fix me they just load me up with meds that make me feel like nothing. I have no emotion at all try to fake it to fit In and play along with this fake world we live in. I have never met anyone who has this problem like I do and maybe hopefully I can talk to people on here about it.
