I guess I’m okay. Not sure. Can I be so crazy I don’t know it? Faking myself sane. I don’t have any friends anymore and have been spending more time with family and church members. Hate being a borderline believer. Not so worldly that I enjoy it. And no so religious that I love church. I call my tactic floating. Not doing stupid stuff and taking meds and paying bills. Just doing enough not to sink.
@anon1517417 I’m sorry to hear that. I used to want to die to. But the mystery of life to me is more important. But I’m glad you have hope and want to live.