I think a day at a time.
maybe just maybe things never go away. but rather hide from you tell time it reapears.
Feelings aside (because it feels like this damn life will last forever), I prefer to look at the whole as a big energy transference, instead of overall and eventual destruction.
Everything in our universe dies at some point, from life, to stars, to even in our own universe.
Yeah, I sorta ran into this concept in high school. I moved into my old neighborhood when I was in 5th grade. I made friends in 7th grade with the guy down the street. I discovered he had been living in his house since he was 5 or 6 so he was fairly well established in the neighborhood by the time I moved in. He had a lot of brothers who had reputations for being wild and other established families with lots of kids all knew who my friends family was.
He was always a little better off than my family; for instance I lived in an apartment and he lived in a house with a yard and a swimming pool. I was friends with him all through high school and even a couple of years afterwards. We all hung out at his house, I was over there almost every day for years. We hung out and smoked pot together and fooled around a little with the neighborhood girls. That was our life. Then after high school I made other friends but I still would occasionally go over his house.
I just assumed he’d be in that house forever but after I got sick at 19 and spent time in group homes and hospitals and I completely lost touch with that crowd I drove back there when I was 23 or 24 and his mom had sold the house and moved. I was almost in shock, like I said, his house was a fixture in my life; high school years are some of the most important years of your life; it’s when you’re experimenting and becoming an adult and I spent them in his house. It was so weird when I discovered he wasn’t living there anymore. That’s when I realized nothing is permanent in life.
Before you started to learn guitar didn’t you have the ability to imagine how it feels? It’s a comforting thought of mine I am millions of years old. I have been a musician before and have experienced much more.
Schizophrenia lasts forever
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