I’ve had some rather spooky experiences. I know the brain can play tricks on you with psychosis, but they felt to… complex and believable to be just my brain making things up.
There may be some spooky stuff going on at times.
No man, it’s all just brain chemistry, nothing spooky at all about it.
I don’t find it spooky myself. But I’ve had mystical experiences in my life if that’s a good term. Now my expectation for the mystical is way lower. I don’t believe in just anything anymore. But I do believe some supernatural things I’ve seen. It’s just I’m amazed much easier at what I see. Because I understand it better so some things are pretty amazing to me.
But nothing is unbelievable to me anymore. I’m just in awe at some things.
2-3 years ago I was at a institution in the country, out of the city. I got psychosis there, and I remember that when I was brought to a city hospital with ambulance, I started having a lot of voices in the city. My initial thought was that I was in a very populated place so the increase in voices was me picking up the energies of other people, the energy of the city. But it could also have been a coincidence.
I have thought of the idea to live at my cabin in the country while tapering off meds, to see if I don’t get voices there. But I’m not sure if it will work. I guess now that I’m on meds I believe less in psychosis being something mystical. But I haven’t completely thrown away the idea.