her diagnosis is schizophrenia officially. but she says all the time that she has bipolar. she talked to the wardrobe once and she doesn’t remember it… she thinks that she is god when she has her breakdowns… is this bipolar??? I am not sure myself anymore…yes, sz is worse…she gives me hope but some things became too much and she doesn’t understand that she is hard with me… once she told me-’‘oh, we are so in love with my boyfriend you see???"’…
i don’t know … but most people with sz i think find it hard to get a partner
i dunno though
yeah, maybe she is bipolar…in the hospital where we were everyone gets the diagnosis of sz…
how do i know if you will go out tomorrow
I promise it plus ill take a benzo in the evening to calm me down if I need it. I feel it even on the next day. is it good to take a benzo? wow… heh. its tough to know that your friend has it easier than you… I miss so much my emotions, my good mood though. plus, one of my sex partners told me that he would like to sleep with this friend of mine
i wish i had some benzo’s
i miss my emotions too, i think it’s the illness? i know the meds don’t help…
if ur friend has so many boyfriends she’s more likely to be bipolar than schizophrenic… multiple partners is usually a sign of bipolar. schizophrenics prefer isolation… err… i think… well at least in my case…
yeah, maybe… cause me, i cant socialise well
i get so depressed already to the smallest contact with people… what the hell??? is there a hope from that??? i cant stand ads, they make me agitated and paranoid… i am only confortable with my family for the moment. but, maybe its all my fault