I felt I was being spied on hence the cap and tinted sunglasses 
and also I look skinnier as psychosis usually does that to me.
Even at work, in my break, I would put on my tinted sunglasses during my break. Unless someone other than my closest colleagues walked in.
I have pictures of right before I was to be hospitalized for the first time and I was very disturbed. It was a very bad experience. I’ve never been that disturbed since.
Sorry to hear that Jinx. Glad you’re doing better.
You can’t tell I’m in psychosis in pictures.
I remember my mother wanted a picture of me to know if I was ok. The voices started whining that if I let my family take me a photo I was basically selling my information to the USA but according to them it was already sold in various countries and organizations so as a middle finger to the voices I put on a big smile.
I dont have any pictures of me from when i was in bad psychosis. But i think i’d be able to tell. My eyes look different and so does my face.
I have pictures that I have taken while psychotic.
Maybe this isn’t such a good idea for a thread might make some ppl uncomfortable.
Could a moderator pls shut it down. Thankyou kindly.
Closed as requested by OP.
