Do You Feel Like The Most Important Person In The World

So.

You Watch Television. And Everything Is Talking About You. Or Speaking To You.

You Listen To Music. And It’s Either Talking About What You’ve Done. Or What You’re Doing.

When You Hear People Talking To Each Other. Their Conversation Is All About You.

And Strangely Enough, Your Social Life Seems Limited.

Civilization, Society, And Culture.

The Last Time I Checked. SZ or SZA Only Speaks For 1% Of The Population.

We Are With Medication, In Therapy & Taught Skills To Cope With All Of These Thoughts, & Feelings.

But!, Many Of Us Struggle With Some Of Thus Daily.

Some Are Hopeful, Some Are Lost, And Some Feel Like Giving Up.

So.

If You Feel Like You’re One Of The Chosen Few.

Why Would You Think That Giving Up Is The Correct Decision?.

Fear?. Isolation?. Loneliness?. Meaninglessness?. Nothing Makes Sense?. Tiring?.

Is It Difficult To Admit To Yourself You Need Help In Your Struggles?.

Is It Shameful In The End, To Feel The Way That You Do?.

I’m Clueless With Most Of The Way The Universe Endlessly Operates.

What About You Gals, Guys, Young Adults, & Aliens!?!.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Alcest Is A Great Band!.

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Are You Jus As Important, Or More Important…

Than These Individuals?.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)

:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Quick Spiritual Tale.



Jus A Few Minutes Ago. I Went Into The Cold To Smoke A Cigarette.

And During The Stance Out In The Sun. Asking For The Fates To Warm Me Up.

I Felt That Familiar Friend, Fear, Vacant Of People I Sometimes Don’t Understand.

And I Jus Did The Usual With Trying To Find Rest.

And As I Finished The Cigarette, I Tried To Put It Out In My Adjustment Ashtray. An Empty Soda Can.

And As I Tried To Put It Out, I Burnt The Tip Of My Finger. And It Was A Very Painful Shock Of Fire.

Startled Me, And Shook My Bone Marrow.

Like I Was Being Sent A Message. That I Have No Reason To Feel The Sensation Of Fear Anymore.

It Hurt. And The Message Was Clear.

Now The New Effort Is. Walk Away From That Olde Friend.

I Hate To Leave That Creature Alone But!, I’m Sure It Has Plenty Of Company These Days.




Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Modest Mouse Is A Great Band!.

No. Your posts are always incomprehensible.

You need your meds adjusting.

“DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)” - What the fck is that all about!??

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Thanx!.

For The Insight @Naarai.

Your Post Has Filled My Heart With Incomprehensible Joy.

Like A Gentle Stream Of Endless Beauty & Hope!.

Are You A Fairy?.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Marilyn Manson Is A Great Artist!.

You ever heard the term “word salad” in schizophrenia?

Your doing it my lovely.

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Is That A Crossword Puzzle?.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Alice In Chains Is A Great Band!.

Hmm.

Maybe It’s True.

I Jus May Be The Most Important Person In The World.

Wait…, Wait…, Hold On.

Maybe…, The Most Important Person In THE UNIVERSE (!!!).

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. The Flaming Lips Is A Great Band!.

I hope you find peace. x :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Hmm.

Peace.

The Past. The Present. The Future.

Who You Once Were. Who You Are. And Who You Want To Become.

Your Insight Is Well Imagined. Like John Lennon’s Grace & Virtue!.

Good Luck To You, @Naarai!.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Green Day Is A Great Band!.

The Next Time You Get A Headache With No Asprin

Sing Along!

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)

:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Hmm.

Was That Last Post A Bad Idea?.

Was It Offensive?.

Did It Leave You Alone, Filled With Fierce Rage?.

Did You Throw Something Through One Of Your Windows?.

Listen. Don’t Do That. That Is Terrible. You’re Only Hurting Yourself.

And Why Would You Want To Do That?.

Because You Feel left Alone?.

The Sky Exist’s. The Horizon, Sun, Moon, And Stars.

The Ground, Gravity, Feelings, Emotions, Happy, Sad, Excited, Weary.

Something Must Mean Something.

It’s Not All Without Meaning.

What’s The Point In That?.

Be It Evolution. Be It Spirituality. It Still Has Purpose. And I’m Not Talking About Dolphins.

Although They Are Adorable.

Hmm.

Maybe I Should Get A Swimming Pool And Put It Inside. And Adopt A Dolphin!.

Better Yet, A SHARK!.

Yesss…, Yesss…, A Defiant Creature Of Ghastly Reflection Of Horror!.

Maybe Even Decipher Her/His Code Of Language. And Take Her/Him For A Swim In The Deep, Deep Ocean.

With A Leash Of Course.

N e Hoo.

What Else Is There?.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Hmm, And Such. Such As Of Hmm.

I Am Beginning To Wonder If I Am 0.1% Of The 1%.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. The Stone Temple Pilots Is A Great Band!.

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We think we’re that important out of need. The mentally disabled are very dependent. Can you relax and know that you are well given care to?

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Hmm.

That’s An Interesting Quick State Of Completely Off The Mark.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

@Naarai

It is not a word salad at all. Sleepoptimistic writes as an art form. It is art and expression and if you can decode the artistry you will see it makes perfect sense.

A word salad is when there is no cohesion or sense at all. All it takes is a little effort to read and decipher it.

Kudos to @ATARI for being different to the norm and embracing it. :slight_smile:

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Damn, @labratmat.

That Was Unexpected.

I Would Offer You A Drink, But!, Teleportation Hasn’t Been Invented Yet.

Jeff Goldblum Tried To Conquer That Scientific Dilemma, But!, Well He Turned Into A Weird Fly.

Maybe Next Time.

Sincerely,

DJ Nosferatu Beat Beam (sleepoptimistic)
:dog: :chipmunk: :dog:

Ps. Garbage Is A Great Band!.

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I don’t even feel like the most important person on the couch. And I’m the only one sitting on it.

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I’m not the most important person on the couch because my cat is sitting on it with me.

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Some of that in your 1st, 2nd and 3rd post rings true to me. When people are quiet around me it’s definitely that there’s a narrative about me. When I have hurt feelings, no one has suffered more than me and there’s got to be payback. And I’m the most petulant, selfish moron in the world moreso than our current president.